so, thought i'd update. i just confessed to my moirail and i suppose we aren't moirails anymore? she hasn't read the message yet, but w/e
tbh, i was tired of being basically pushed aside and put down by my own best friend. so, no moirail. the last argument we had really put it into perspective to me. and i honestly didn't want to be her friend since that fight. everything i do irritates her, when i try to boost my confidence by saying things like 'i'm cool' or 'i'm awesome' she usually pushes them off (which was probably a joke, but it really does fucking hurt), she never acted like i was important and when she did she never did for long, and she p much ignores me for her 'NEW COOL' friends.